Since the last time I updated this space, I have been accused (by different people) of not keeping in touch, being an elitist and not revealing my true nature to anyone. The last one intrigued me more than the other and when aforementioned person said I was an 'enigma', it set in motion a long chain of events which has culminated in this post in which I shall try and bare my soul. Bear with me.
The past few months haven't been the greatest of my life. On the surface, nothing seems to be wrong. I have friends, both in Delhi and Bombay. Academics have been looking up off late (well, as much as IIT allows anyway). I've been fairly involved in both quizzing and debating. I've found time to read plenty of books. I've watched a few movies I liked and a few I loved. A boycott of Bollywood means that I haven't seen a bad movie for a long time.
But, something has been lacking very acutely. I don't know where my life is headed or what I'm going to do with it, but I know for a fact that right now, it's not what I want it to be. But more on that in the days and weeks to come. For now, here's hoping I can maintain some sort of regularity as far as this blog is concerned.
Cheers
dude ithink we're almost in the space space (and for the semester, thats literally true as well :p ) but yeah whenever ive been thinking sane - which gets less with passing time, ive realised that life really is a journey..ur not 'supposed' to end up anywhere..all thats just a myth :p the real pt is just to travel along n enjoy what we're facing :D but that never happens so..
ReplyDeleteagrees with mayank
ReplyDeleteMate, i think most of us have felt this way some time or the other, me in my first sem particularly. Things sort themselves out, as long as you keep on doing what you really enjoy.. And btw you'll realize in time that IIT doesn't cause stunted growth, it actually helps to accelerate growth, much more than any other institute at least in India. So many things to do, it gives you the best chance of realizing what you love...
ReplyDeleteagrees with azeez :)
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